Music, I need you.

I really wish my mother didn't have to marry a compulsive control freak. He has taken away the Ipod charger and I miss my music! I wont go running or do sit ups for longer than 2 min with out it. I just get  to board. Pluss, its a pace maker. He also hid the raspberry jelly and cream cheez cause their 'his' favorite. Get over it you had nine kids, if you don't want to share learn to keep your emotional maness to yourself. Among other stupid thing's he does daily. I really cannot stand stupid, eragant, conceded, controling (ect.) people. Especially when their related to me.
Well to start out the day I got up got to school and was early enough to write my resume. Now hopefully I can pass that class, other than I can't make up the 5 absences I have. Not cool, I know. The rest of school was normal. Hurried to my second interview at Cracker Barel, but he was to busy so he said he'd reschedule.
When I got home I had a small lunch of Tomato Soup and half a grilled cheez enchilada. With carrots dipped in Honey, how grose does that sound?! Here's the deal with that, one: Ranch has about 140 calories in just TWO table spoons, Honey only 60. Yes I could just have the two and limit myself, but my soup was already 250 ish and the enchilada around 80. That doesn't sound like a lot, but I'm trying to cut back and just have small meals threw out the day, with as little calories as possible. Two: it really dosen't taste that bad, carots already have a slight sweetness, and the honey only helped bring that out. And eliminating my crave for something sweet with low Calorie in take. Two birds with one stone.
After lunch I decided to have a little school time with my little sisters. Where I learned that I definitely don't want to become a teacher. I used to be able to teach no problem, maybe my younger brothers where just smart and didn't frusterate me, but either way the job of a teacher is to educate and teach thoes who are struggling. And you'd think that comming from a girl who needs alot of pacients it's something I could learn to give... But I love teaching at Chraisma, I think it's cause the girls catch on quick. And I'll leave that thought there to linger.

Cheer, fun and got alot done. Haha I taught them a mocking cheer of Steph witch they performed when she walked in the doors, so funny, so funny. The girls are progressing emencely hope they can keep that up and others can catch up. If so they'll be set for competition. Kinda nervous for that. For both me and them. They've worked so hard this year, they deserve nothing but the best. After cheer, dinner, just a PP&J with tea. And then consecions. Home work, taught the boy's how to take blood pressure, cut mothers hair, traided messages with Taylor, and now I'm in bed. HMMM how good it feels. Fask mask, typing, phone beeping at me to come check the txt, most likly from Scot. And my writing is getting lazy. So it TTFN and good night to all.

Winds

What a day. I finally have something positive to start out with and end with. My alarm went off at 5 am, I rolled out of bed and hour later. Witch wasn't the plan but went well none the less. I got in the shower, woke up my  little brothers with tickle attacks (I'm going to miss the kids when I'm gone!), made my bed and worked out, got dressed and ready,  had breakfast, then left to school. Not only was I early, but I got extra credit for being on time to class (most of the class where late). Then I was able to pull off being pro abortion for our debate today, witch the feeling is actually kind of mutual, or was. After today learning how the abortions happen I really don't think I am, it's just brutal.


Next class I took a quiz, on witch I haven't heard the lecture for (thanks to my obsessive compulsive sleep lately), and didn't do half bad concidering I didn't have my book or notes on me. I'm not sure what my score was cause I left early, I'll get back to you on that.

After I FINALLY went to the art museum with Scott

even thoe he yet again slept in (that's okay, I needed a nap) and was an hour late. He txted me saying 'I'm here :)" and I was like: CRAP I'm not dresssed, way to listen and tell me when you where on your way! ...Jerk face. So I decided that I wasn't going to take an hour getting dressed and just put on what ever I saw first, even if it didn't match. HAHA it did match how lucky was I!? We could only stay at the museum for an hour cause him and Matt (his best friend) had to, I'm not even really sure something about moving furniture. I picked up the boy's from school took them to Sonic and got them something off the Value Menu and myself a Reese Blast, I needed some chocolate desperately. Another nap then Back to Sonic for work, I know I know so much sleeping.

At work, Heoviere was naggin on me cause I wasn't my usual self (old news). I wasn't fast and chipper. Well part of that was because I had just woken up, and part was cause that damn visor makes me feel like I have a chain attached to me. Once I finally couldn't take the stupid thing (witch was with in the hour) threw it off my head in the back, he commented on how I was doing much better than at the start. Hate visors!! Some where in the middle of my shift I started having menstrual cramps, but I'm not bleeding. I'm having all the symptoms, cravings, bloating, cramps, hot and cold flashes... Not sure what's going on, I'll keep you posted. The rest of work was normal except near the end I got called out to have a chat wit h Hovier, that angered me. Not because of him, but Skyler (or district mangier) is a dick, and I'm pritty sure he has a complex of me thanks to Jenny. I hate her. Any way, the gist is that he wants to train me to be a better mangier and he's going to excuse that I wasn't trained right, hovier that is. Witch I was extremely grateful for and was able to go home in calmness rather than raged.
The rest of the night has been home work time. And I'm going to get my self to bed so that I can perform another successful day, hopefully this time I'll be up at 5.

UG

Not such a hot day. I'm not even sure what was wrong with me. I got mad a Scot again for the stupidest thing, same thing. I'm not even sure why it made me so mad, as hard as I tried to not be it still infuriated me! First we both took forever getting ready (me longer). But he kept making comments about how people like 'sents varried' and 'shopping while your hungry' is the worst time to shop and how he doesn't like it that way, IE he likes to do things differently. We know that you're different Scot, any one that know's you knows. PLUSS, where is he getting this information?? IDK.
Then the museum was CLOSED on Mondays :(. So we went to walmart to pick up some vitamin supplements for Scot, my opinion if he thinks there's something he needs to be taking then go see a doctor. He insisted appon getting the millions of vitamins his mother takes, who has a compromised immune system, can you spell pointless?
And then he had to go in for a meeting at work, the gal that it was held for was thirty minuets late and I was late for cheer. While we were waiting Scot got some food and demanded that I eat, I wasn't Hungary so that kinda put me in a bad mood. I just drank a lot, witch means that I had to pee like the devil at cheer!
Not to mention I was late for class this morning, again. And I forgot about the 2 page paper that was due, witch is what I'll be writting on my next home work break. There's something releaving about typing. Not just simply typing, but blogging.
On the up side. Stephany Cox mad me laugh so hard with her retarded cheering... haha. She's such a bad-a that way. Definitively wish I was chipper. I'll put the dance she did up as soon as I get it off my memory card reader. Sure glad for this weather! I need to get out this weekend and enjoy it! After cheer I had some dinner. Told Colton that he has NO FING CLUE what he was talking about on the topic of mine and Scots relationship (that put me in such a bad mood!). Picked up money for gas from Hannah, who was in the strangest mood... and it didn't make me feel any better about the day. Then went to coach at Chraisma, that always puts me in a good mood! Stayed after for a bit did some tumbling, took Jacob home. Made some sweet ice tea the started my home work. Witch is where I'm going to venture off to now, avidersain. Al is well that ends well is the lesson for today.

Sunday

Today was a beautiful Sunday! Think that this weather is finally here to stay! :) Well what I did..
Hannah was angst to see the high school exhibit at the art museum. It was the best I've seen yet! I'm going to take Scot tomorrow and get some pictures of my favorites! I cannot belive the talent in thoes high schoolers. Brings to mind one of my favorite quotes: The old believe everything, the midage suspect everything, the young know everything. 
We were in a hurry because we thought it opened at 2 but it actually opened at 3 and I had work at 4. MEH! So we went on a walk to waist away the time, and hurried threw the exhibit. When I made it to work, Chelsey asked: are you closing? And well long story short, I was supposed to open, not close. haha. But everything ended up working out better for every one with me closing. At work we were bussy! About freaking time! haha. And I discovered that I have 3 shifts this week! :)!! Since Jenny's was there I was getting 1 shift a week! FREAKING SUCKED! It dugg me into a hole of debt and stress! But I also have my second interview with Cracker Barelle this Wednesday at 1. So we'll see if end up staying, or if I'm ready for the change. 
Got home: straightened up a few things. Did a little bit more laundry, it's taking me three weeks to catch up... blah. Then Hannah called. Good news and bad news. She talked with her mom, and we CAN go on a road trip as long as we get some male muscles to protect us. Bad.. she wants to ditch out on our plans for Cali ;(... I cannot even explain how sad that makes me. But I guess it was like sending Brianne off to college, and I know it'll be good for her, I can't help be but a little selfish After that I had to blogg, myspace and facebook. I almost broak into tears watching Beccas wedding Video! So I couldn't watch much of it. That brings me to here. And that's about it for today! It's almost 3 am and I need to do home work, maybe I'll find time to sleep.