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Aspirations, to acquirement.

 I hope I'm not ignorant to my flaws, I hope I posses enough humility to accept the essential changes that will better my relationships. I don't ever want Kez and I to become what Hannah has. I don't want to be the reflection of selfishness. And in the same sense I will never sacrifice my dreams. 

Difficult was never the deffiniton of impossible.

Things have taken leaps and bounds from where they were a year ago. I now posses the will power and mental energy to acquire my aspirations. I have focused my relationships to the ones that fuel me full of endurance. I have found the self confidence to over come the anguish, of a broken heart and depleted mind. I am balanced, and replenished.

God gave me.

I've been over whelmed again. Nothing new, pritty much the same things. My thought process is at a jam. There's so many things I want to know, and I've made some excellent progress. But I feel like I have Alzheimer's at the age of 20. When I was watching Steven Job's speech for Standfords graduating class of 2005, he mentioned that he didn't even know what a pancrise was. It was almost a relief  for me to know that the guy to revilutionised technology as we know it, couldn't even tell you his own anatomy. It's helped me to breath and say: "Brittany you're going to be okay, god gave you courage to be you're self, so use it."
Some times I need to remember that moment when I discovered what it was like to 'get out side of myself.' And taking time to challenge the norms, and relies that " we all know there's a truth to truth." That moment to hear not only the other side of the story, but the many versions of the story; comprehending what you couldn't fathom but a moment ago.