An Asundered life

These feelings of inferiority, they are intoxicating. They evoke my intolerance.

I question..Not everything said is truth, and not every truth is said.

I beg for salvation from my soul; because if anything can help, it will be you.

Contiplation

My feet can barley with stand dragging my soul to the places it longs to know. These familiar places and faces, retain me like a chain to the floor. And I cannot tell witch one is a sacrifice, I am eager to be long, but it is true what they say about the absence making the heart grow fonder. So I am stuck, in contemplation; hoping that time will tell me, and I will rightly listen. One day I will travel, but today I am building memories. I will not settle for less, but where is perfect?

"dedication is imagination blended with dedication" - Brittany Castleton

Life and Loath

Like does not mean love, friendliness is not flirting. I'm tired of watching despicable love, what ever happened to real chemistry? Where love is an amiable admiration of another charterer. I seek to never be blinded in love, but allow my heart to harmonize with my heads logic. My expectations are not un-real, simly un-fulfilled.
"Don't let yesterdays disappointments overshadow tomorrows dreams"

Endeavor; lifes agenda

I am not a writer, I am a poet. My characteristics are implicit of dreaming, and creatively composing (or manipulating) English literature. Unfortunately I am still a stewardess to society, and that requires me to have concise communication.
There's somethings I'd like to be in life, thus there are accommodations that need to me met. It would pleasure me to be certain of the life I lead, and the society in witch I live. I'm not a feminist, just uninterested. There is a general lack of appeal in the civilization that surrounds me. Mostly due to the fact that I have a un-candid out look on life, that it is -or should be- self explanatory. Obviously not the general, or normal.
My mind is lacking aperture, while my soul holds an un-yielding infatuation.. I am a walking contradiction.