Break Free

Why does everything with that boy happen so Ironically, even if it's three years later. I feel like my life is on a repetitious cycle. His first born came on my brothers birthday, it was also one of the best nights of my life. Our lives are linear, beyond comfort. The pain is gone, but even still reminiscing makes me ill. 

I need to break free. Stop being so safe and cautious. Happiness is not created, it is found.